Distortion Collapsed

Distortion Collapsed

The poison you feel has pierced in you?
The death-blow that came into your heart?
The one who has caused all of your pain?
Truly, the destroyer you claim me to be?

Looking deep into my fusions,
I am only the mirror that causes your hate.
Seeking out the answers for my evils,
I see the eyes staring back at me.

These eyes they are not mine.
These words attacking me with violence,
are not mine.
My words do not spew hate–Accuser!

Darkness covering with vile smoke,
lingering tracers of your own self-hatred.
I am not the center of your issues,
unhappiness is not my toll.

Wrinkled brows, curved lips, frown.
Your eyes speak your evil.

Bound by the ruin of your insecurities.
Trapped in the torment of your own,
dreams crushed.
Never mine.

No longer do I take ownership!
Hurt, pain, collapse.
We jagged pieces,
broken mirrors.

Reflections of confusion,
glares of rapid longing.
Forced measured–Self-loathing.
Be still and create a new.

The pieces of failing ripples,
swirl into the midst of truth.
Find the cleansing,
clarity.

What is our truth?
Can we fix our minds?
Will the soul of the eyes reach?
Can the closed person flow?

The reaching for the captured lost.
Lost–Vaporized into mediocre.
Find it!
Hold it!

Come look into the greatness of brokenness.
Cutting deep, shrapnel.
The shards tearing to open the new.
No! There is no time to settle.

Escape the thoughts,
feel the desire,
go get the call,
find it and keep it!

No time for hate,
no wasting on self-hatred,
look to the future,
find peace with yourself.

The days are numbered,
the ones dripping into the past,
they still have meaning.
Wake, your heart.

Pain and despair,
the entry way for fortune,
the light that leads to real.
Desperation–Look to the approaching.

No more disguises,
no more distorted masks,
washing off the grime we mistook as fact.
We walk into the open way–Light!

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Sharing the twistings, and musings that twirl in my mind. Hoping others can relate, or at least enjoy... To know more about me personally you can visit my website at Mind Retrofit.
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2 Responses to Distortion Collapsed

  1. alienhippy says:

    “No more disguises,
    no more distorted masks,
    washing off the grime we mistook as fact.
    We walk into the open way–Light!”
    Just gotta share a video with you here….it’s abit crazy but it just popped in my head.

    Angel….you know how random I am, and I ain’t got a clue why your poem made me think of this.
    I’m just going with my Aspie tangent and a little voice inside.
    Love you my lovely friend.
    Lees. xxx 🙂

    • Lees!

      The voice of the rockman tickles. I do not know why you thought of this either, but I can dig it, I can dig it. Hee hee

      I got to go get it together now–dig?

      Love you too!!

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