Invisible Parts

Invisible Parts

Shadows arise within
Glimpses of me appear
Were not allowed to speak
Self protection

Afraid the parts would be rejected
Lost my collections somewhere
Invisible parts–mementos
Me, I could not share

Raising from deep
Pulling force, no hold
Could not keep my traces down
The relics–spew out

Remembrance of true image
Reflections came forth
Glimmers of my remnant
I was never gone

All these parts come together
Peace will frame my mass
Vestige of my life
Invisible parts mixed with new

Still the past haunts me
Triggers that escape into now
I am frightened by you–invisible parts
If I don’t deal with you, creeping shall come

Locked away so long
Acknowledged hurt (too much to bear)
Sting!
Alas, invisible parts you shall be seen

Cannot keep you tied up anymore
You, good and bad
Dealing with shadows of dreams
Broken heart

Self esteem demolished
My own parent
I hear you voice call
I feel that strength

Invisible parts–Be real!
Face to face with you
Dysmorphia I hate you!
You are not me!

Invisible parts, I open my mouth
Come out!
Come out!
Cry out loud, be real

I am not tired
You cannot break me
I’ve got hope
I’ve got life

I don’t want to die!
I do not want to wither!
Awake invisible parts
You hurt, you mar

Contorted words
No longer confine
You may try–you liar!
But I am not invisible!

Arise invisible parts!
I may hate you, I may love you
I will have a triumph over you
I am not invisible!

But I will deal with you now
You cannot escape any longer
The farce that held me down
Come forth you invisible parts

I am not invisible anymore…

Inspired by my past mixed with now and this song that used be a reality.

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Sharing the twistings, and musings that twirl in my mind. Hoping others can relate, or at least enjoy... To know more about me personally you can visit my website at Mind Retrofit.
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2 Responses to Invisible Parts

  1. alienhippy says:

    Hello my lovely Angel,
    It’s so strange I watch a DVD today called, “An Invisible sign.”
    Then you post Invisible parts. giggle
    This poem reminds me so much of my life too and the words to the song brought back some memories. It amazes me how alike we are, it’s like we have lived parallel lives.
    Here another link for you my lovely friend of an old post of mine.
    http://alienhippy.wordpress.com/2010/10/22/my-15-year-old-self/
    I love you so much.
    Lees. xxx 🙂

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