In this state I break in two,
what is right?
what is wrong?
No answers seem to come at all.

Unclear thoughts,
upheavaled mind,
disorder my best friend.
reality indistinct.

Blurried eyes,
become mute,
unable to sit still,
tumult is my plight.

Whether through words
to cause my turmoil,
or through actions,
that cause my pother
I am left in a fluster.

I welter in my knotted frame of mind,
while others stare bewildered.
I have no comprehension,
I am mystified by the social world.

Emotions they fail me,
a mystery to me and you,
disarray becomes my frame.
grown up world I do not understand.

An adult I am supposed to be,
feeling so lost,
somehow my adult mind got misplaced.
Furor burns within myself.

Not equipped,
demanded to be something incapable of me,
slowly I wake,
messed in this state
realizing how much I don’t know.

About mindretrofit8

Sharing the twistings, and musings that twirl in my mind. Hoping others can relate, or at least enjoy... To know more about me personally you can visit my website at Mind Retrofit.
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