Self-Reciprocating
hey, hey spirit of mine,
suffocated dreams,
whimpering colors -
dance!
good, good sweet memory,
remind me of time;
me, who? I!
sit quietly, little thing,
sit upon on the shelf,
hey, hey spirit of mine -
stop asking why.
answers, answers they twist,
coil, foil, zing a zapping ting!
realistic fiction?
mirror, mirror you let me fade -
away; AGAIN!
how many times?
how long, do I look to the sky;
begging?
You, You left me again;
dangling from the same rope -
I should have known its chords,
aww, but familiar always feels safe.
trapped, trapped into the threads -
they smote reality,
keep me clinging, floundering in chaos
sit quietly, stealthy?
NO! NO! the knots cannot smother,
gently untangle the noose,
silently slip through -
peel apart the face of denial;
speak, speak LOUDLY in a muted voice!
farce, farce – ALONE
desolate?
I think not,
cloudy, dizzy, pang,
tear off opaque skin;
AND shriek out a single truth -
abandoned?
not quite …
but Who will save me?
(someone known as I)



Wow so powerful and sending hugs your way xo
Thank you BTM! Receiving hugs!
xo
As always such words to treasure.
Thank you Benjamin! Your comments always make me smile!
Smiles are always good